You don't understand me
You really don't know me
You say that you love me
Do you really know what love means
Are you reading between the lines
You have not done anything to prepare for me
To be apart of your structured life
You say life is about sacrifices
I say life is about choices
Having freedom to experience
opportunities that have been presented
You seem to show some resentment
Why are you so hesitant
The questions that I asked
Are you taking me seriously
You say that you want to be with
only me
And you want certain things from me
But what have you given me
A few night's of passion
Which has caused this distraction
what I've named "a semi life crisis"
because you want me as your girl
just change my whole world
For what?
What are you offering me
that I can't provide myself
Dick-I can get like an item
off a grocery market shelf
I know what I bring to this
virtual table
A feast of me
and all of my bounty
At times I think you don't know
what you want or need
If its me
Why all of the drama and negativity
Don't you know
You are pushing me away
I've got things to accomplish
goals to be reached
and a whole lot of bullshit
Is not something I want to deal with
I know who I am
I know what I want
I know what I need
Having a good man in my life
is not a necessity
nor a priority
A man does not complete me
Having a good man in my life
compliments me
Yeah, its nice to have a warm body
at night laying next to me
However, the only way to see if I'm
the one you need
Is to see me from all
360 degrees
Get out of your comfort zone
think outside of the box
Then you will finally
to be able see
if its me
you truly want.
(And why am I saying this...right here & right now...because I am more than a virtual fantasy that became your reality. You brought life to me...leaving your computer screen to giving you head in the front seat.)
